The Stress STOPS here.

Literally the past 2 weeks have been so stressful. There is so much going on that i don't think that even MY mind can process it all. I have been cleaning my house like a madwoman every night that i get home from work. I know hard to believe. Especially to my best friends who know that my idea of doing laundry is leaving the laundry on the floor and going to buy new clothes. Including new panties and bras when they are dirty. I absolutely abhor laundry that much, but yet i have done 7 loads in 2 days, steam cleaned all the carpets, my kitchen is spotless, cleaned the kids rooms, all of the bathrooms and mopped the floor?? Most people get stressed out and depressed and sleep. Apparently I clean! Weird?? My husband keeps looking at me like i have lost my mind. Even the dogs think i am NUTS! Where is all of this coming from? Between us trying to get custody of the kids, dealing with Pepa and Shelly, all of the things going on at work, me not feeling good all the time, and trying to keep up with life in general...I think i might SNAP! I try not to be grump or irritable but it all comes out sooner or later and rears its ugly head. Unfortunately its the ones i love that get caught in the tracks. :(
I want to enjoy my life. That's my philosophy from now on. Money matters to an extent and plays a big part in life, but as long as we can pay our bills and live comfortably I am happy, and I'll take happiness and healthiness over Wealthiness any day. I am not sure where all of this is leading to, but i hope that it is to somewhere good. God i pray that you have something miraculous around the corner just waiting to surprise me. I am stronger than strong and i will make it through this just like i have all the other mountains I've climbed. I know that i will! It's my Destiny... I always do.
Tomorrow is my day off to spend with my Britt Brat and i want to make it a good one. It's Mommy Britt day and we are gonna forget about all of our troubles and let the fun begin. That's exactly what i need. Britton is my constant joy and my light in the darkness. So tomorrow I am taking my little "light" out on a full day date and we are going to forget about all of our troubles and let the good times roll! I don't know yet what that may be...but i am hopping that this will be my "cure"!
God loves us and he doesn't want us to feel this way. I am giving it all to God right now. I trust that He will make everything all better! Thank you Jesus that i am a child of God, and for giving me hope and a promise that we are never alone! XOXO