It's all a Blur

So this weekend was all a blur to say the least. There is still so much to do to get Pepa and Shelley ready for the move and not enough time. I feel like everytime i visit Arlington i will miss not being able to go visit them. They will no longer be just around the corner or only 4 hours away. Now it will be a 10 hour drive or a really expensive plane ride away. Yet again another hole in my heart. :( I know that this is whats right and i should not be so selfish, but i cant stand the thought of them being gone. No more late nights at the neighbors drinking wine and carrying on with Pepa out and about the neighborhood looking for me. LOL! He made me cherrios for breakfast this morning that almost made me cry! No more war stories that put me to sleep, or listening to old band music in the background. I love Shelley with all my heart. So many people dont "get" her and most are even scared, but she means no harm and only wants to be talked to and loved. Last night she slept in bed with me and we talked about all sorts of things. Like what she was gonna do when she got to New Orleans and the things that she might see. She of all of us is the most scared of all. Even though she doesnt say it. **tear** Above all my family comes first and can never be replaced! I love you Shell and Pepa and i will do my best to get you where you need to go and want to be. XOXO